Towser - growth

I have been lead and been guided by my Master my Sirge...my Man...we continue to grow and learn from one another always...

To be Owned, to give one's self to another is the greatest of all things in my life...to feel that ownership, is a feeling like no other I have ever experienced and it is a honor and privilege...and I am so very very thankful for...

I continually feel my Master's control of  me...it fills me...gives me a fulfillment in my heart my soul and my spirit...We are One..a love greater than anything I have ever experienced...and have longed for, for an eternity...

My Master has taught me self control...not touching my cock (his cock as he owns me)...binding with rope around my groin...allowing me to kneel and taste, lick and be blessed by his hole... guiding me to climax as reward for my good behavior...

My Master is my All, it is him I wake to and fall asleep with every night...:It is my Master I continually keep abreast of my activities throughout my day...We share our comings and our goings...OUR thoughts and our needs, for we are a partnership growing always....

He fills my heart my soul and my spirit soars because of HIM....

With all I am because of HIM...

His servant, his slave, his pbPmTP, His thrall, His Man

MTLU My One

Towser - my Master, my Man...

His Love unending...
A love like I have never felt..
He fills my day with a constant Always...
My nights are met with His touch, His thoughts
His ever guiding hand...

He Owns my heart, my soul and Our spirits are constantly in flight...
To know and feel what My Master, My Man feels for me fills me....
My Master knows my wants, my needs, my ever desire...
As I am always there to serve, and fulfill all which He desires...

All Our levels and layers are completed by the Oneness we possess...
We need not speak..for Our knowing is ever present...
I am but an empty shell, my Master, my Man fills my every
moment, my every breath, my every heart beat and thoughts....

Thank YOU my Master, my Man for giving all you give, for loving and more than
Loving me, for possessing your man, your mutt, your Towser ...

Yours for eternity and beyond....
Your pbPmTP
Your servant and slave
Your thrall....

Towser - grinding and groaning

My Man, My Master, instructed me to climb upstairs to Our bed - place his worn scent-ridden t-shirt upon my body, tether myself as I have done for weeks now, with the chain link leash around my right ankle. I was then instructed with further directions to pull on My Master's form-fitting CK's - holding My Master's cock in a pocket of soft, yet confining cotton, with spots of precum and piss marking the pouch. I received further instructions - to turn off the light by the bed, roll on my stomach, remove my ring from my glans, reach for the edge of the mattress and grind, gyrate and hump. To allow the soft cotton pouch of the piss and precum stained briefs massage and bring My Master's cock to a state of being completely engorged and swollen.

I went to one of OUR many rooms. I could feel My Man, My Master, just on the edge of His hole. I could feel Him on top of me. OUR bodies as ONE. Him "taking" what he knew was His on every layer and level possible. I could feel us rolling over and My Master backing His ass into my face and directing me to chew and gnaw - to taste his sweat, to chew on an dlick His ball sack lightly, to enjoy and devour His HOLE. It was warm, touched with sweat and the hint of a day's raunch. It was enveloping me in ecstasy.

As directly as it began, I received my next instruction - to roll over on my back and bring myself to release. My visions had turned to an even more swollen engorged cock, dripping with precum - visions of My Master laying with me, next to me, all around ME. I could feel Him all over HIS body. He was in My heart, My soul. My spirit was flying with His. As I knew He had directed me to release, He was doing the same. I craved His touch, His spray. Wherever He chose to feed me - be it my chest, HIS hole, MY Mouth. I could feel Him pleasuring Himself with My body.

We Were ONE...
As Always...

My Master, My Man, Thank YOU for always caring for me, on all OUR Levels and Layers, for protecting me from danger. My safety is always your concern and most importantly for LOVING ME. More Than Loving ME!!!

YOUR pbPmTP
YOUR thrall

Towser - The Man who Owns me

These last few weeks have been weeks of Huge growth for me...
I have met with many realities in my life...
I am Blessed and have been given a Gift that is worth MORE than money, MORE than any tangible possession I can Hold...

I have a Heart, Soul, Spirit, a Love Much Greater than anything I had ever dreamed of or thought I would have in my Life...

This Gift, this Blessing is MY Sirge. He shares All with me - His thoughts, His desires, His wants, His needs, His dreams, His sadness, His Joys, and all in between.

My Sirge has opened My eyes, My heart, My spirit..My thoughts, My soul.

He has helped me grow to be a better man, a better partner, a better All for him...

I work very hard at expressing to him the love, the More Than LOVE, I carry in my heart, my soul, my spirit...My entirety.

My Sirge fills me with All.
He is my One.
He Owns me...an ache I have yearned for.
A lifetime I have waited for this Man, this Sirge...
I am HIS...
As He his mine....caring for me, insuring my security, my well being, my All....

He is with me Always...

With all I am, filled with All of HIM...
HIS pbPmtTP

Towser - rituals

I started my day receiving my morning wake up...
And my day begins unleashing my tether from my ankle...
Our morning greetings our time together, something I crave, desire every day....
I keep my Sirge aware of my every movement and action as my morning routine continues...
the coffee made the dog fed..my first morning inhale of nicotine...
WE share All
As we share our thought in the early morning...
I am filled with what makes me engorged every moment of My life.

I have spent a long 7 very, long days away from MY Sirge...MY All...MY ONE...
Although we were apart, we were together as much as we could and did,
thank god for today's electronic age....

As previous posts note, one of MY/ Our very intimate and life giving daily rituals, Our Morning blessing...
I began yesterday with MY blessing under the direction OF and with MY Sirge.
Today it is one of MY morning directives from MY All...
Upon completion I feel Him transcend me as always...
As our level and layers have increased...
taking our blessing cloth and soaking it with MY Sirge's Nectar...
touching all the places I have been instructed to..

I have spent MY life waiting for MY All...MY One...

Every part of ME is filled with MY Man, MY Sirge, MY All, MY One...

Our week apart brought us...to GREATER Places...
to places I have only dreamed about...
I can't tell MY Sirge enough HOW much He has filled ME with All...
I am His, he OWNS All of me, something I have desired for a lifetime...

Thank YOU MY Sirge, MY Man, MY All, MY ONE...

YOUR pbPSmTP...
YOUR Thrall

Towser - My Cravings

i spend every moment of every day Craving so many different things from and of MY Sirge....be it his salty sweaty pits, his raunchy yet oh so sweet dank sphincter..semi tangy spittle, thick hot creamy sweet sweet sperm.....

i take these cravings in many different places and ways...
across a bed
kneeling on a bathroom floor in front of a commode
laying on my back sucking with the thirst of a suckling child
head bent back over the edge...tongue working and spit and raunchy raunch running down my chin...

Where ever My Sirge wants me I am taking and accepting any all,.... My All will give me...

He gives me everything....not always when i think i need it but always when it is time for my needs and wants to be met...

He is MY Sirge , He is My giver of all...He is My Partner..

Thank U...for Owning Me for caring for me...

lmcOu.. MTLU...Ur pbSPmTP

Towser - He takes me further.....

The room was dark the blind fold was tight..as i was guided to the reclined seat...i could feel the cold of the steel...on my hands...MY Sirge told me to get as comfortable as i could...he told me to open my mouth, as i did, i felt MY pit rag stuffed into my MOUTH...oh the endorphins filled my body...i felt My Sirge begin to bind me, first my wrist each to each other, and then to the back of the seat...the rope felt so constricting..so tight...yet it was exactly what i wanted and needed...MY Sirge knew exactly what and how to take care of HIS mutt, His Towser...he OWNS him...next my left thigh and calf where being bound pulled together....OH the feeling of complete submission...i have waited my whole life and MY Sirge was going to take me down this hallway and in to this room....i hear what i believe is another rope being uncoiled...and feel my right leg being bound.....i am told to lift my leg up and it is tied to the upper part of the seat...i am know sitting with my jeans around my ankles...wrists and legs bound...bare ass'd...cock cinched...for the first time in MY life this Man...is completely submissive and is letting go..and is in a state of complete release of control...and beyond exhilarated...my body quivers with release...anticipation....I trust MY Sirge...completely..there is nothing he could do to me I would not accept with complete OPENNESS....through out moments of MY time with MY Sirge there were random moments of spit shots on my cock...my hole HIS HOLE...then I felt it...the push..there was no pain it was exhilaration...it was like heaven...his middle finger straight into HIS HOLE his OWNED ass...spit lubed and straight in no pause...AHHHH...and then out and under my nose and then shoved in my mouth...OH it was like every nerve ending in my body went wild...i couldn't stop shaking with the chills going through my body...my Sirge OWNED me and knew how to take care of HIS mutt his Towser...my mouth open from guttural groans and moans is filled finally with MY Sirge's cock...hard dripping with his juice....a cock i can and would suck on for ever if left to...but not at this time...teased and tempted...the next moment his shaved ball are in my face and I am told to lick only....do not suck...just lick...and he moans and groans in pleasure...I am pleasing my Sirge....and he is gone...another shot of his spit on HIS HOLE and i feel something larger than his middle finger move into HIS HOLE...I move HIS ass to adjust I breath hard I take it I know he won't give me more than I can take...he asks me if I am getting cold...as I am shivering...I nod to him "yes"....

I am lead to a bed...OUR bed...laid on my back...stripped naked...still with the "piece" in MY Sirge's HOLE...he whispers in MY ear....what are you...i respond OWNED...he asks me again...who do you belong to...I say.."only to YOU..My Sirge....I am craving his cock...His seed....to feel him all of him.....he strips...I am his...only his...my cock throbs..he tells me to keep my fingers locked behind my head...i do as I am told...I again feel his spit on me...and then on my cock...HIS COCK....and he sits on HIS COCK....we both MOAN...simultaneously in complete pleasure...but i know it is not mine to move...he rides me...and rides Hard.....taking me to places I have never been...reaching down and working my nips...one pierced one not...the then says "FUCK ME...." and i pump and grind and work my Sirges HOLE...MY HOLE...ahhhh...in a single motion...My Sirge has moved up on my chest and is feeding me his cock...and I can't get enough i want it all...i need to feel his seed shoot down my throat...he has reach up and grabbed the massive masculine head board and starts fucking his mutts mouth hard he is going to feed his man his seed..."what do you want mutt" "who's are u" "I am yours"..."take MY fucking COCK"..Sirge slams his cock into his mutts throat...long and hard...knowing he will fill his mutt with his seed...we are ONE...Sirge and mutt...Dom and sub...together as one....mutt can feel it, his Sirges Power building anticipating the explosion running down my throat...Sirge growls and thrusts hard, his cock deep in his mutts mouth and blows burst after burst of his seed deep down mutts throat and pulls his cock out for his last shot on mutts chest...mutt unable to get enough of His Sirge's seed....takes his cock in his mouth and stirs it to life in moments....Sirge strokes...and with great groans and growls...mutts at Sirges balls licking and chewing at command...bring another seeding to fruition...soon Sirge's legs tense...and a gutter growl begins...mutt continues...chewing and gnawing at his Sirge...and as he moves to his cock and takes what he has waited for, his seed again..hit sprays of seed...all over his face and in his mouth...SO fulfilled...

As they lay together intertwined...holding each other...I am OWNED, LOVED, so MUCH MORE THAN LOVED....With all that I am...YOUR pbSmTP

Towser - WE are always there for each Other....

The most important part of any relationship is the ability to support one another..through both the joyous and exuberant times, as well as, those times when you need nothing more than the man you love right at your side holding your hand....telling HIM you love them beyond LOVE...HE fills MY heart and soul...with All...MY spirit soars because of HIM. It is during some of the most difficult and painful times in MY life, I realize how truly blessed I am to have:
The TRUE LOVE of MY LIFE, MY Best Friend,
MY Compadre, MY LOVER, My Man
MY SIRGE, MY tayo..

MY All...as You are walking through this Journey...I am here..I am with you..ALWAYS...we have many...many paths to walk together hand in hand...BOUND together by so many experiences we have had, and so many yet to come..

Please always remember...Your Towser, Your mutt, Your Papi, Your Compadre, You Lover, Your Best Friend...Your Man,Your All...is Always by your Side...with YOU...NO matter where we are..we are connected beyond words..we both know...

With All I Have....LOVE YOU..MTLU
YOUR pPmtP YOUR Man

Towser - Complete

As his finger swept with complete conviction down the crack of HIS Ass...I knew that the next step in our lives was about to begin...I signed and dated our pledge....I then turned took his hands in mine and pulled him to me...felt his Lips on mine....he turned and signed his name to our pledge..as my finger moved down through MY crack to MY hole and entered HIM....

MY LOVER, MY Partner, MY Sirge, MY Best Friend, MY Compadre, MY Everything, MY Man...

As I Held My All MY Everything in MY Arms...I felt OUR completeness...I felt OUR continued bonding... I felt our layers and levels continuing to forge together...

YOU MY ST are MY All MY EVERYTHING...MY GIFT AND MY BLESSING
LOVE YOU MTLU...

YOUR pPmTP

Sirge - growth

I believe one can truly grow by letting go of their own control, fears and inhibitions. To think, feel and freely share is only how the true links to a partnership may be forged. Of course there is the matter of trust but one must be willing to allow themselves to be exposed if any true sense of personal development can be realized.

I keep asking my mT, my Man, if he is ready for "this," to be owned to be loved and to be cared for. he says he is and I am watching him slowly tear away at the layers of walls he has built around himself. With time, as he exposes more, and more is exposed of him, I hope he comes to realize that I am here. I am holding his hand. That together We will keep each other safe and warm.

I am very proud of him for the gains he has made. I hope our experiences, our beliefs and our honesty can make us both better human beings. I am excited for him as I watch him grow and flourish...to become the best man he can be. And I state with dignity and pride that I am the fortunate one to call him My Man.