Towser - Owned...Possessed...

my Master my Sirge....Owns Possesses his obedient boy thrall...his mutt his piggy boy...

It is my greatest need desire and obligation to please, protect and give all that is me to my Sirge....

To finally in my life know what it is to be complete...on all levels and layers of my and Our life....

Feeling my Sirge possess me and have his towser by his side always...

Being able to please my Sirge...completes me....

My Sirge knows all that fills me...

thank you Master Sirge...ur pbPmTP...your obediant servant slave ur boy your thrall....lmcu..MTLU

Towser - His boy thrall....

He directs me and I am filled with such obligation and completeness..as if he is holding my hand and leading me where he wants us to go....it is the greatest thing I have ever felt or experienced in my life...

I am directed to stand in the shower with only a jockstrap on and piss upon myself...the feeling of complete release of fulfilling my Sirge's every request...

His ownership...his possession of me on every layer and level of my life...

Being told to plug His Hole...and to jerk off his cock...

Being directed to rub cum..into myself.... makes me swell just thinking and sharing it...

To be directed on my actions..to stay in constant contact...all these fill me make me the servant, slave...Obedient thrall...his mutt his Towser...his man...

Thank You my Sirge my Master for all you do for me for us...

Lmcu...Mtlu...

Yours Always....ur thrall...

Towser - to obey

I have grown every moment and minute with My master, My man, My Sirge, My ONE.
He is my All...and I know that it is as simple as Obeying...it fills me, my heart and soul are filled, my spirit soars... to meet His every request.

Thank YOU my Master.

His pbPmTP, His servant, slave...His thrall...
lmcu MTLU

Towser - growth

I have been lead and been guided by my Master my Sirge...my Man...we continue to grow and learn from one another always...

To be Owned, to give one's self to another is the greatest of all things in my life...to feel that ownership, is a feeling like no other I have ever experienced and it is a honor and privilege...and I am so very very thankful for...

I continually feel my Master's control of  me...it fills me...gives me a fulfillment in my heart my soul and my spirit...We are One..a love greater than anything I have ever experienced...and have longed for, for an eternity...

My Master has taught me self control...not touching my cock (his cock as he owns me)...binding with rope around my groin...allowing me to kneel and taste, lick and be blessed by his hole... guiding me to climax as reward for my good behavior...

My Master is my All, it is him I wake to and fall asleep with every night...:It is my Master I continually keep abreast of my activities throughout my day...We share our comings and our goings...OUR thoughts and our needs, for we are a partnership growing always....

He fills my heart my soul and my spirit soars because of HIM....

With all I am because of HIM...

His servant, his slave, his pbPmTP, His thrall, His Man

MTLU My One

Towser - i am His...He Owns me...

To be Owned is the life I have chosen and it consumes me... filling me on every level and layer in my life....

To give yourself unconditional to your Master..every part of one's life...to many this may be beyond understanding...

Giving every part of one's being, their entirety...every essence of their being..

It is having an undying Trust, Love, Honor, Loyalty, and it is a complete Privilege...it is my desire..

To have your Master control when you touch His cock for example...for I have given Him My body, He Owns me completely, to have and hold...to provide any and all...to provide myself for his every request and desire...

I have been permanently collard...I wear a single leather strap simply tied by my Master around my neck...He is with me...Always... my collar represents not only my loyalty and obedience, but His Love his More Than Love for me...

Being My Master's thrall I am with Him always letting Him know what and where I am...it fills me..beyond anything I have every dreamed... but have desired from my inner depths....

We grow constantly as a partnership, every level and layer of US...

He is my World, my One..

I am blessed and I have been given such a gift...a gift which is immeasurable...

Thank YOU my Master my Man my pbhtTMS...MTLU

Your pbPmTP..Your slave Your servant Your thrall

Towser - held and constricted

After sharing my thougths with My Master, My One, My Sirge, regarding the desire, want and need for a cock cage I was first directed first to not touch His meat at all - not for shaking off after a piss or even to adjust. And I am one to enjoy feeling His cock, His meat.

Was I going to be able to follow MY Master's directive?

Oh, yes I was.....for I knew not only did I desire to feel His control, which is filled with complete devotion and understanding regarding what His Man, His mutt Towser needs always.  I have craved and desired not only the constriction, but also the control of My Sirge, My Master...to see if I was mentally ready to fulfill these very deep desires I have needed and felt so deep down in my inner depths and could only ever be with My Sirge, My Man, My Master. But it is also knowing I am pleasing Him...the pleasure in feeling and knowing his mutt Towser was doing as he was directed and requested to do
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My next directive was to take the pair of CK briefs I had been instructed to put on...fresh, white with a predominate pouch for His cock, His meat. As I pulled them on and felt the constriction the soft cotton envelop His meat and his ass...and know this would be the only time I would be able to adjust His meat. I was swollen and engorged before ever having pulled them up to my waist. As I started my experience of self-control and desire to please My Master...my heart raced. I first had been directed not to touch His meat and I felt such desire and need to do as My Master, My Sirge had directed.  Now, I was wearing the briefs he wanted me to wear...the feeling of control and restriction.

He fills me with all that makes me feel whole...complete. I am filled with the devotion He desires with Pure Honor and Privilege. What We have is beyond anything I ever imagined...and My Master fills ever pore that makes me who I am.

I desire all He will give me and I will receive all with such humbleness and complete willingness.

He is My Master, My Sirge, My ONE...

MTLU YOUR pbPmTP
Your thrall

Towser - The Man who Owns me

These last few weeks have been weeks of Huge growth for me...
I have met with many realities in my life...
I am Blessed and have been given a Gift that is worth MORE than money, MORE than any tangible possession I can Hold...

I have a Heart, Soul, Spirit, a Love Much Greater than anything I had ever dreamed of or thought I would have in my Life...

This Gift, this Blessing is MY Sirge. He shares All with me - His thoughts, His desires, His wants, His needs, His dreams, His sadness, His Joys, and all in between.

My Sirge has opened My eyes, My heart, My spirit..My thoughts, My soul.

He has helped me grow to be a better man, a better partner, a better All for him...

I work very hard at expressing to him the love, the More Than LOVE, I carry in my heart, my soul, my spirit...My entirety.

My Sirge fills me with All.
He is my One.
He Owns me...an ache I have yearned for.
A lifetime I have waited for this Man, this Sirge...
I am HIS...
As He his mine....caring for me, insuring my security, my well being, my All....

He is with me Always...

With all I am, filled with All of HIM...
HIS pbPmtTP

Towser - My Cravings

i spend every moment of every day Craving so many different things from and of MY Sirge....be it his salty sweaty pits, his raunchy yet oh so sweet dank sphincter..semi tangy spittle, thick hot creamy sweet sweet sperm.....

i take these cravings in many different places and ways...
across a bed
kneeling on a bathroom floor in front of a commode
laying on my back sucking with the thirst of a suckling child
head bent back over the edge...tongue working and spit and raunchy raunch running down my chin...

Where ever My Sirge wants me I am taking and accepting any all,.... My All will give me...

He gives me everything....not always when i think i need it but always when it is time for my needs and wants to be met...

He is MY Sirge , He is My giver of all...He is My Partner..

Thank U...for Owning Me for caring for me...

lmcOu.. MTLU...Ur pbSPmTP

Sirge - contract

Over the past couple of weeks, my mutt and I have been working on a "Contract of Partnership and Power Exchange." Every time we update the agreement, add to the expectations, review the wording, I feel a huge mental, emotional and physical surge. For those of you who may be considering creating a contract or an agreement in your BDSM relationship, I would like to share our process.

I wrote a list of areas/aspects of my mutt's life that I wanted to manage and areas I thought he would like for me to control. mutt then reviewed the list, added to it, and ranked the areas based on his desires and identified the frequency (daily, weekly, monthly, or as needed) that he wanted me to manage.

From there, he picked the first areas he considered to be important and we talked about what they would entail. Those areas included - "Finances", "Personal Information", "Technology and Digital Media" and "Career". We then moved into "Personal Hygiene", "Personal Gear", "Communication", and "Daily Routines". Lastly, we have "Toys and Gear" and "Recreation" to finish. Each area has specific expectations and we both know we can discuss and amend a category or sub-component, if we feel there is a need.

Most times, mutt has some basic level of autonomy, or self-management, but there is usually an underlying expectation that I have. For example under "Personal Hygiene" -

"mT will shave his face and neck as he see fits on a daily basis, unless ST gives him specific instructions. mT must keep some amount of facial hair on his face at all times."

I would encourage you to consider creating a contract. There are many examples that can be found on the Internet. An agreement can be as basic or as elaborate as You/you want based on Your/your particular needs and desires. mutt and I know each other quite well so it was relatively easy for us to start putting our interests and expectations down on paper. It was pretty much how we already live Our life together, with a general tone of Power and Control...now in print.

Though we agreed to start following the contract on 10/30/11 in it's draft form, I look forward to the completion of the final document, for the day that we both sign the physical contract, and Our partnership becomes officially binding. For myself, this contract strengthens my pledge to honor, respect, care and own my mutt with great pride and dignity.