Towser...To be HIS boy

To be Owned..Possessed...to be His...

There is nothing which complete's and fills me more than to belong to my Sirge. 

His requests His wants and needs are my honor and priviledge to fullfill...

He knows how to treat and take care of me Always...

I feel Him with me ... surging threw me Always...

There is nothing greater in my life...

I am HIS very very good boy..

His pbPmTP...

I am only know his is my Greatest gift, I am blessed and His boy...

Thank you my Sirge...my One for all our levels and layers...

I am nothing with out HIM...

Towser - growth

I have been lead and been guided by my Master my Sirge...my Man...we continue to grow and learn from one another always...

To be Owned, to give one's self to another is the greatest of all things in my life...to feel that ownership, is a feeling like no other I have ever experienced and it is a honor and privilege...and I am so very very thankful for...

I continually feel my Master's control of  me...it fills me...gives me a fulfillment in my heart my soul and my spirit...We are One..a love greater than anything I have ever experienced...and have longed for, for an eternity...

My Master has taught me self control...not touching my cock (his cock as he owns me)...binding with rope around my groin...allowing me to kneel and taste, lick and be blessed by his hole... guiding me to climax as reward for my good behavior...

My Master is my All, it is him I wake to and fall asleep with every night...:It is my Master I continually keep abreast of my activities throughout my day...We share our comings and our goings...OUR thoughts and our needs, for we are a partnership growing always....

He fills my heart my soul and my spirit soars because of HIM....

With all I am because of HIM...

His servant, his slave, his pbPmTP, His thrall, His Man

MTLU My One

Towser - my Master, my Man...

His Love unending...
A love like I have never felt..
He fills my day with a constant Always...
My nights are met with His touch, His thoughts
His ever guiding hand...

He Owns my heart, my soul and Our spirits are constantly in flight...
To know and feel what My Master, My Man feels for me fills me....
My Master knows my wants, my needs, my ever desire...
As I am always there to serve, and fulfill all which He desires...

All Our levels and layers are completed by the Oneness we possess...
We need not speak..for Our knowing is ever present...
I am but an empty shell, my Master, my Man fills my every
moment, my every breath, my every heart beat and thoughts....

Thank YOU my Master, my Man for giving all you give, for loving and more than
Loving me, for possessing your man, your mutt, your Towser ...

Yours for eternity and beyond....
Your pbPmTP
Your servant and slave
Your thrall....

Towser - i am His...He Owns me...

To be Owned is the life I have chosen and it consumes me... filling me on every level and layer in my life....

To give yourself unconditional to your Master..every part of one's life...to many this may be beyond understanding...

Giving every part of one's being, their entirety...every essence of their being..

It is having an undying Trust, Love, Honor, Loyalty, and it is a complete Privilege...it is my desire..

To have your Master control when you touch His cock for example...for I have given Him My body, He Owns me completely, to have and hold...to provide any and all...to provide myself for his every request and desire...

I have been permanently collard...I wear a single leather strap simply tied by my Master around my neck...He is with me...Always... my collar represents not only my loyalty and obedience, but His Love his More Than Love for me...

Being My Master's thrall I am with Him always letting Him know what and where I am...it fills me..beyond anything I have every dreamed... but have desired from my inner depths....

We grow constantly as a partnership, every level and layer of US...

He is my World, my One..

I am blessed and I have been given such a gift...a gift which is immeasurable...

Thank YOU my Master my Man my pbhtTMS...MTLU

Your pbPmTP..Your slave Your servant Your thrall

Towser - grinding and groaning

My Man, My Master, instructed me to climb upstairs to Our bed - place his worn scent-ridden t-shirt upon my body, tether myself as I have done for weeks now, with the chain link leash around my right ankle. I was then instructed with further directions to pull on My Master's form-fitting CK's - holding My Master's cock in a pocket of soft, yet confining cotton, with spots of precum and piss marking the pouch. I received further instructions - to turn off the light by the bed, roll on my stomach, remove my ring from my glans, reach for the edge of the mattress and grind, gyrate and hump. To allow the soft cotton pouch of the piss and precum stained briefs massage and bring My Master's cock to a state of being completely engorged and swollen.

I went to one of OUR many rooms. I could feel My Man, My Master, just on the edge of His hole. I could feel Him on top of me. OUR bodies as ONE. Him "taking" what he knew was His on every layer and level possible. I could feel us rolling over and My Master backing His ass into my face and directing me to chew and gnaw - to taste his sweat, to chew on an dlick His ball sack lightly, to enjoy and devour His HOLE. It was warm, touched with sweat and the hint of a day's raunch. It was enveloping me in ecstasy.

As directly as it began, I received my next instruction - to roll over on my back and bring myself to release. My visions had turned to an even more swollen engorged cock, dripping with precum - visions of My Master laying with me, next to me, all around ME. I could feel Him all over HIS body. He was in My heart, My soul. My spirit was flying with His. As I knew He had directed me to release, He was doing the same. I craved His touch, His spray. Wherever He chose to feed me - be it my chest, HIS hole, MY Mouth. I could feel Him pleasuring Himself with My body.

We Were ONE...
As Always...

My Master, My Man, Thank YOU for always caring for me, on all OUR Levels and Layers, for protecting me from danger. My safety is always your concern and most importantly for LOVING ME. More Than Loving ME!!!

YOUR pbPmTP
YOUR thrall

Towser - held and constricted

After sharing my thougths with My Master, My One, My Sirge, regarding the desire, want and need for a cock cage I was first directed first to not touch His meat at all - not for shaking off after a piss or even to adjust. And I am one to enjoy feeling His cock, His meat.

Was I going to be able to follow MY Master's directive?

Oh, yes I was.....for I knew not only did I desire to feel His control, which is filled with complete devotion and understanding regarding what His Man, His mutt Towser needs always.  I have craved and desired not only the constriction, but also the control of My Sirge, My Master...to see if I was mentally ready to fulfill these very deep desires I have needed and felt so deep down in my inner depths and could only ever be with My Sirge, My Man, My Master. But it is also knowing I am pleasing Him...the pleasure in feeling and knowing his mutt Towser was doing as he was directed and requested to do
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My next directive was to take the pair of CK briefs I had been instructed to put on...fresh, white with a predominate pouch for His cock, His meat. As I pulled them on and felt the constriction the soft cotton envelop His meat and his ass...and know this would be the only time I would be able to adjust His meat. I was swollen and engorged before ever having pulled them up to my waist. As I started my experience of self-control and desire to please My Master...my heart raced. I first had been directed not to touch His meat and I felt such desire and need to do as My Master, My Sirge had directed.  Now, I was wearing the briefs he wanted me to wear...the feeling of control and restriction.

He fills me with all that makes me feel whole...complete. I am filled with the devotion He desires with Pure Honor and Privilege. What We have is beyond anything I ever imagined...and My Master fills ever pore that makes me who I am.

I desire all He will give me and I will receive all with such humbleness and complete willingness.

He is My Master, My Sirge, My ONE...

MTLU YOUR pbPmTP
Your thrall

Towser - My Cravings

i spend every moment of every day Craving so many different things from and of MY Sirge....be it his salty sweaty pits, his raunchy yet oh so sweet dank sphincter..semi tangy spittle, thick hot creamy sweet sweet sperm.....

i take these cravings in many different places and ways...
across a bed
kneeling on a bathroom floor in front of a commode
laying on my back sucking with the thirst of a suckling child
head bent back over the edge...tongue working and spit and raunchy raunch running down my chin...

Where ever My Sirge wants me I am taking and accepting any all,.... My All will give me...

He gives me everything....not always when i think i need it but always when it is time for my needs and wants to be met...

He is MY Sirge , He is My giver of all...He is My Partner..

Thank U...for Owning Me for caring for me...

lmcOu.. MTLU...Ur pbSPmTP

Towser - He takes me further.....

The room was dark the blind fold was tight..as i was guided to the reclined seat...i could feel the cold of the steel...on my hands...MY Sirge told me to get as comfortable as i could...he told me to open my mouth, as i did, i felt MY pit rag stuffed into my MOUTH...oh the endorphins filled my body...i felt My Sirge begin to bind me, first my wrist each to each other, and then to the back of the seat...the rope felt so constricting..so tight...yet it was exactly what i wanted and needed...MY Sirge knew exactly what and how to take care of HIS mutt, His Towser...he OWNS him...next my left thigh and calf where being bound pulled together....OH the feeling of complete submission...i have waited my whole life and MY Sirge was going to take me down this hallway and in to this room....i hear what i believe is another rope being uncoiled...and feel my right leg being bound.....i am told to lift my leg up and it is tied to the upper part of the seat...i am know sitting with my jeans around my ankles...wrists and legs bound...bare ass'd...cock cinched...for the first time in MY life this Man...is completely submissive and is letting go..and is in a state of complete release of control...and beyond exhilarated...my body quivers with release...anticipation....I trust MY Sirge...completely..there is nothing he could do to me I would not accept with complete OPENNESS....through out moments of MY time with MY Sirge there were random moments of spit shots on my cock...my hole HIS HOLE...then I felt it...the push..there was no pain it was exhilaration...it was like heaven...his middle finger straight into HIS HOLE his OWNED ass...spit lubed and straight in no pause...AHHHH...and then out and under my nose and then shoved in my mouth...OH it was like every nerve ending in my body went wild...i couldn't stop shaking with the chills going through my body...my Sirge OWNED me and knew how to take care of HIS mutt his Towser...my mouth open from guttural groans and moans is filled finally with MY Sirge's cock...hard dripping with his juice....a cock i can and would suck on for ever if left to...but not at this time...teased and tempted...the next moment his shaved ball are in my face and I am told to lick only....do not suck...just lick...and he moans and groans in pleasure...I am pleasing my Sirge....and he is gone...another shot of his spit on HIS HOLE and i feel something larger than his middle finger move into HIS HOLE...I move HIS ass to adjust I breath hard I take it I know he won't give me more than I can take...he asks me if I am getting cold...as I am shivering...I nod to him "yes"....

I am lead to a bed...OUR bed...laid on my back...stripped naked...still with the "piece" in MY Sirge's HOLE...he whispers in MY ear....what are you...i respond OWNED...he asks me again...who do you belong to...I say.."only to YOU..My Sirge....I am craving his cock...His seed....to feel him all of him.....he strips...I am his...only his...my cock throbs..he tells me to keep my fingers locked behind my head...i do as I am told...I again feel his spit on me...and then on my cock...HIS COCK....and he sits on HIS COCK....we both MOAN...simultaneously in complete pleasure...but i know it is not mine to move...he rides me...and rides Hard.....taking me to places I have never been...reaching down and working my nips...one pierced one not...the then says "FUCK ME...." and i pump and grind and work my Sirges HOLE...MY HOLE...ahhhh...in a single motion...My Sirge has moved up on my chest and is feeding me his cock...and I can't get enough i want it all...i need to feel his seed shoot down my throat...he has reach up and grabbed the massive masculine head board and starts fucking his mutts mouth hard he is going to feed his man his seed..."what do you want mutt" "who's are u" "I am yours"..."take MY fucking COCK"..Sirge slams his cock into his mutts throat...long and hard...knowing he will fill his mutt with his seed...we are ONE...Sirge and mutt...Dom and sub...together as one....mutt can feel it, his Sirges Power building anticipating the explosion running down my throat...Sirge growls and thrusts hard, his cock deep in his mutts mouth and blows burst after burst of his seed deep down mutts throat and pulls his cock out for his last shot on mutts chest...mutt unable to get enough of His Sirge's seed....takes his cock in his mouth and stirs it to life in moments....Sirge strokes...and with great groans and growls...mutts at Sirges balls licking and chewing at command...bring another seeding to fruition...soon Sirge's legs tense...and a gutter growl begins...mutt continues...chewing and gnawing at his Sirge...and as he moves to his cock and takes what he has waited for, his seed again..hit sprays of seed...all over his face and in his mouth...SO fulfilled...

As they lay together intertwined...holding each other...I am OWNED, LOVED, so MUCH MORE THAN LOVED....With all that I am...YOUR pbSmTP

Towser - WE are always there for each Other....

The most important part of any relationship is the ability to support one another..through both the joyous and exuberant times, as well as, those times when you need nothing more than the man you love right at your side holding your hand....telling HIM you love them beyond LOVE...HE fills MY heart and soul...with All...MY spirit soars because of HIM. It is during some of the most difficult and painful times in MY life, I realize how truly blessed I am to have:
The TRUE LOVE of MY LIFE, MY Best Friend,
MY Compadre, MY LOVER, My Man
MY SIRGE, MY tayo..

MY All...as You are walking through this Journey...I am here..I am with you..ALWAYS...we have many...many paths to walk together hand in hand...BOUND together by so many experiences we have had, and so many yet to come..

Please always remember...Your Towser, Your mutt, Your Papi, Your Compadre, You Lover, Your Best Friend...Your Man,Your All...is Always by your Side...with YOU...NO matter where we are..we are connected beyond words..we both know...

With All I Have....LOVE YOU..MTLU
YOUR pPmtP YOUR Man

Towser - Complete

As his finger swept with complete conviction down the crack of HIS Ass...I knew that the next step in our lives was about to begin...I signed and dated our pledge....I then turned took his hands in mine and pulled him to me...felt his Lips on mine....he turned and signed his name to our pledge..as my finger moved down through MY crack to MY hole and entered HIM....

MY LOVER, MY Partner, MY Sirge, MY Best Friend, MY Compadre, MY Everything, MY Man...

As I Held My All MY Everything in MY Arms...I felt OUR completeness...I felt OUR continued bonding... I felt our layers and levels continuing to forge together...

YOU MY ST are MY All MY EVERYTHING...MY GIFT AND MY BLESSING
LOVE YOU MTLU...

YOUR pPmTP

Sirge - contract

Over the past couple of weeks, my mutt and I have been working on a "Contract of Partnership and Power Exchange." Every time we update the agreement, add to the expectations, review the wording, I feel a huge mental, emotional and physical surge. For those of you who may be considering creating a contract or an agreement in your BDSM relationship, I would like to share our process.

I wrote a list of areas/aspects of my mutt's life that I wanted to manage and areas I thought he would like for me to control. mutt then reviewed the list, added to it, and ranked the areas based on his desires and identified the frequency (daily, weekly, monthly, or as needed) that he wanted me to manage.

From there, he picked the first areas he considered to be important and we talked about what they would entail. Those areas included - "Finances", "Personal Information", "Technology and Digital Media" and "Career". We then moved into "Personal Hygiene", "Personal Gear", "Communication", and "Daily Routines". Lastly, we have "Toys and Gear" and "Recreation" to finish. Each area has specific expectations and we both know we can discuss and amend a category or sub-component, if we feel there is a need.

Most times, mutt has some basic level of autonomy, or self-management, but there is usually an underlying expectation that I have. For example under "Personal Hygiene" -

"mT will shave his face and neck as he see fits on a daily basis, unless ST gives him specific instructions. mT must keep some amount of facial hair on his face at all times."

I would encourage you to consider creating a contract. There are many examples that can be found on the Internet. An agreement can be as basic or as elaborate as You/you want based on Your/your particular needs and desires. mutt and I know each other quite well so it was relatively easy for us to start putting our interests and expectations down on paper. It was pretty much how we already live Our life together, with a general tone of Power and Control...now in print.

Though we agreed to start following the contract on 10/30/11 in it's draft form, I look forward to the completion of the final document, for the day that we both sign the physical contract, and Our partnership becomes officially binding. For myself, this contract strengthens my pledge to honor, respect, care and own my mutt with great pride and dignity.