Towser - rituals

I started my day receiving my morning wake up...
And my day begins unleashing my tether from my ankle...
Our morning greetings our time together, something I crave, desire every day....
I keep my Sirge aware of my every movement and action as my morning routine continues...
the coffee made the dog fed..my first morning inhale of nicotine...
WE share All
As we share our thought in the early morning...
I am filled with what makes me engorged every moment of My life.

I have spent a long 7 very, long days away from MY Sirge...MY All...MY ONE...
Although we were apart, we were together as much as we could and did,
thank god for today's electronic age....

As previous posts note, one of MY/ Our very intimate and life giving daily rituals, Our Morning blessing...
I began yesterday with MY blessing under the direction OF and with MY Sirge.
Today it is one of MY morning directives from MY All...
Upon completion I feel Him transcend me as always...
As our level and layers have increased...
taking our blessing cloth and soaking it with MY Sirge's Nectar...
touching all the places I have been instructed to..

I have spent MY life waiting for MY All...MY One...

Every part of ME is filled with MY Man, MY Sirge, MY All, MY One...

Our week apart brought us...to GREATER Places...
to places I have only dreamed about...
I can't tell MY Sirge enough HOW much He has filled ME with All...
I am His, he OWNS All of me, something I have desired for a lifetime...

Thank YOU MY Sirge, MY Man, MY All, MY ONE...

YOUR pbPSmTP...
YOUR Thrall

Towser - My Cravings

i spend every moment of every day Craving so many different things from and of MY Sirge....be it his salty sweaty pits, his raunchy yet oh so sweet dank sphincter..semi tangy spittle, thick hot creamy sweet sweet sperm.....

i take these cravings in many different places and ways...
across a bed
kneeling on a bathroom floor in front of a commode
laying on my back sucking with the thirst of a suckling child
head bent back over the edge...tongue working and spit and raunchy raunch running down my chin...

Where ever My Sirge wants me I am taking and accepting any all,.... My All will give me...

He gives me everything....not always when i think i need it but always when it is time for my needs and wants to be met...

He is MY Sirge , He is My giver of all...He is My Partner..

Thank U...for Owning Me for caring for me...

lmcOu.. MTLU...Ur pbSPmTP

Sirge - the Partnership

After dredging my middle finger in my mouth,
I reached down the back of his running pants,
rubbed his/My hole,
and then firmly inserted the spit soaked tip.

A perfect fit.

As he stood there at the table
with my finger in his/My ass,
he reached for the pen and signed the Pledge.

We switched positions and
he did the same to me,
as I signed the document,
acknowledging my allegiance to him and to Us.

A new beginning for Us.
A fresh start for each other.
A ventured created and forged together.
A place in Our lives where We both belong.

We embraced and
our mouths found each other's.
The energy flowing between Us was stronger than I could ever imagine.
It was a moment I have dreamed of and longed for my whole life.
I was holding
My best friend.
My lover.
My Man.
My partner.
My compadre.
My EVERYTHING.

Sirge - contract

Over the past couple of weeks, my mutt and I have been working on a "Contract of Partnership and Power Exchange." Every time we update the agreement, add to the expectations, review the wording, I feel a huge mental, emotional and physical surge. For those of you who may be considering creating a contract or an agreement in your BDSM relationship, I would like to share our process.

I wrote a list of areas/aspects of my mutt's life that I wanted to manage and areas I thought he would like for me to control. mutt then reviewed the list, added to it, and ranked the areas based on his desires and identified the frequency (daily, weekly, monthly, or as needed) that he wanted me to manage.

From there, he picked the first areas he considered to be important and we talked about what they would entail. Those areas included - "Finances", "Personal Information", "Technology and Digital Media" and "Career". We then moved into "Personal Hygiene", "Personal Gear", "Communication", and "Daily Routines". Lastly, we have "Toys and Gear" and "Recreation" to finish. Each area has specific expectations and we both know we can discuss and amend a category or sub-component, if we feel there is a need.

Most times, mutt has some basic level of autonomy, or self-management, but there is usually an underlying expectation that I have. For example under "Personal Hygiene" -

"mT will shave his face and neck as he see fits on a daily basis, unless ST gives him specific instructions. mT must keep some amount of facial hair on his face at all times."

I would encourage you to consider creating a contract. There are many examples that can be found on the Internet. An agreement can be as basic or as elaborate as You/you want based on Your/your particular needs and desires. mutt and I know each other quite well so it was relatively easy for us to start putting our interests and expectations down on paper. It was pretty much how we already live Our life together, with a general tone of Power and Control...now in print.

Though we agreed to start following the contract on 10/30/11 in it's draft form, I look forward to the completion of the final document, for the day that we both sign the physical contract, and Our partnership becomes officially binding. For myself, this contract strengthens my pledge to honor, respect, care and own my mutt with great pride and dignity.